Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Paper post from Mom April 29, 2015 Things I Know

April 29, 2015
  
A month or two ago I discovered the power of super washing soda.  Though it’s been on my shelf and in my laundry loads for years, and the box clearly proclaims its other useful applications, I just hadn’t ever used but for laundry.  Something in me suggested that it would help cut the grease in my kitchen as I wiped out the ovens I had “self-cleaned” over night.  I filled the sink with water, Dawn dish soap, and a little bit of washing soda.  It worked so well, I moved from the interior of the oven to the stovetop, to the microwave, to the ceiling.  As I wiped away years of build up and watch the surface sparkle, I played music and sang to myself, “I got the power!” 

For several years I have made my own cleaning solution for tub, tile, toilets, anything not glass. It is half vinegar, half Dawn dish detergent in a spray bottle.  It works well.

The girls and Parker have been pretty lax at cleaning the bathrooms.  Tonight when I went to bathe Josie, I saw that one of the girls at least intended to start the cleaning I’ve been barking about for two days: the shampoos and assorted other items littered the floor rather than the shower area.  I made a mental note of the almost empty blue cleaning solution bottle.  So after putting Josie down, I decided to take the bottle with me on my way downstairs and fill it, hoping that would increase the chances of the job getting FINISHED.

A few more runs down and up additional flights of stairs and all the ingredients were assembled in the kitchen for the chemistry experiment, er, the solution production: vinegar, Dawn, and washing soda.  Now before you start thinking I completely failed organic chemistry, let me head you off.  I was a star student in organic chemistry.  My professor encouraged me to study beyond my 200 level courses.  And yes, I recognize that baking soda and vinegar are how you make your elementary science volcano erupt. 

But I had this little experiment of my own under my belt.  Back when I fell in love with super washing soda, I considered that it would make an excellent addition to my vinegar/Dawn cleaning solution, kicking the last element which made me scrub when I cleaned.  Knowing the ingredients had the potential for explosive reaction; I added just a little bit of soda to my solution and waited.  Nothing.  No foam or froth or problem of any kind.  But it did clean all the better for the addition.  So I added more.  Again, there was no noticeable reaction.  I concluded that the base of the detergent neutralized the acid of the vinegar and made for an effective neutral cleaner.  I did not test my theory further, but went confidently forward mixing a full bottle of enhanced cleaning solution.

First I added the vinegar, then the Dawn dish detergent.  Without agitating them at all, I added the washing soda.  Here is where the fun started.   The headspace of the bottle was quickly filled and exceeded with foam.  Though I had expected less reaction, I decided this made sense since I hadn’t mixed the vinegar and detergent before adding the soda. 

In an attempt to contain the solution, I screwed the spray nozzle on the bottle.  But the foam kept coming, bulging out the bottom of the bottle until it was a hard bulbous dish and foam started spraying out the spray nozzle.  This was more reaction than I expected, but I figured it would settle down any minute.  So I unscrewed the top releasing some pressure with a pop which scared me enough to screw the top back on.  Clearly, this was getting worse.  I thought next that I needed to slow the reaction down and decided cold water might help.  Foam streamed out the spray nozzle and the bottom of the bottle looked ready to burst from pressure. 

I considered the pipe bomb I held in my hands under the tap of my kitchen sink and decided if the bottle ruptured, containment would best be accomplished where the solution would eventually be applied: the bathtub.  So I rinsed out the plastic green bowl which had held our dinner’s coleslaw, and thought to carry this spewing, pressurized cannon upstairs to the dirty tub.  Like it was connected to a compressor with a switch opened up, frothy liquid spewed out the spray nozzle.  I directed the nozzle to the walls of the shower and tub, drawing full squiggly lines of foamy solution.  When the tub was coated, I moved to the sink and then the toilet bowl.  When all the dirty surfaces were coated, I set the bottle back in the tub while I started scrubbing the bubbles around.  I cleaned and rinsed and rinsed and rinsed the surfaces.  Then I rinsed some more.  The bottle continued to ooze, but with less enthusiasm. 

With more cleanser coming out, and no new places to apply the solution, I moved, green bowl in hand, to the master bath.  Exiting the main bathroom, I realized for the first time that I had left the kitchen sink on full blast in my haste to contain.  I laughed to admit things were a bit crazy. 

I have to consider what was really accomplished here.  My intention was to make it easier for my children to complete their house chores in the bathrooms.  No doubt, the bathrooms are cleaner.  Certainly, I gained some useful knowledge.  And I have a story.  But I don’t have much solution in the bottle.  Having never pulled the trigger, the bottle is ¾ empty.

Sometimes life is just like that isn’t it?  You know something.  But then you think you have more information which puts your old ideas in conflict with new knowledge.  When crisis hits, though, what you know is what sits at the very core of your being: pure knowledge.

I have never been in crisis where I have not come to know that God knows where I am and is reaching to me.  One time I prayed for help instantly, confessing that I didn’t have the strength to react to a conflict constructively.  The doorbell rang and an angel pulled me from my knees to save the moment.   Another time a phone call interrupted solitary grief.  Someone showed up in the very moment I needed them, though minutes before I could not have arranged for their assistance because I didn’t know I would require it.  My Relief Society president stopped me on my way into the church, not knowing from me that I had poured out my heart to God that morning that I needed visiting teachers who came every month and whose love could help me carry my burdens.  But here she stood telling me that she had just made a change and she knew these new teachers would be just what I needed.  A song played with lyrics which assured me that I did have the faith I needed to walk on the water I was bidden to walk upon.  A childhood friend called from a faraway hometown only once, but in the very moment I stepped into the house broken-hearted that my newest friend didn’t want to be my friend anymore and would make sure no one else did either.

These are the tender mercies of God.  These are the things which whisper to my core that I am a known, loved, worthy daughter of God.  These are the things I know when other things don’t make sense.  The feeling I get when I think on them is consistent with the feelings that come as I ponder the principles of the restored gospel of Jesus Christ.  It is true and it blesses lives.  Thank you for dedicating your time and energy to sharing it.

Love,

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