Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Cambry does it again!

Me and My Name

My name is not Camry, or Cammie, or Camille, or Carmen. My name is original. It is a rare and precious gem. It is a one-of-a-kind name. My name is the warmth of a mother’s love. It is what I have become and what I can and will become. My name is Cambry.

My mom decided she loved the name Cammie while she was still babysitting. But, that name sounded too young and immature. It sounded like it would become a chain as the years progressed. It sounded like ribbons, bows, fantasies, princesses, unicorns, frilly dresses, and pink. Cammie was not the name for her daughter. Her daughter needed a name that would mature and grow along with her. My mom decided to make up a name. My name. She came up with Cambry.

To me, my name means just that: me; it fits perfectly, like it was tailored to fit me just right. My name describes my ups and downs. It means maturity (most of the time), life, humor (but that kind of depends on who’s listening or reading), and friendship. To my mom, my name means the oldest child, the trailblazer. To my friends, my name means a good listener, loyal, ready to help, smart, funny, and enjoyable to be around. To my teachers, my name means a good student, someone they can count on. To my country, my name represents a single person who in four years will help our country decide on a new leader. To the world, my name is one grain of sand on a vast beach, a single star in a sky full of millions; small, but without me, the picture would be incomplete.

My name has no meaning. Yet. My name will mean love, hope, individuality, and greatness. My name will mean many things when I pass it on. The definition may not be recognized worldwide, but the people who knew me will know and appreciate it. When I’m through with my name, I will be one of the privileged few to have owned it.

Monday, September 1, 2008

September 1 First Picking of Ambrosia Cantalope

9:26 AM9:29 AM
MMMmmmm. When's the next one ready?

Sunday, August 31, 2008

August 31 Another miracle, not so mini

I shared about the 5-HTP miracle in June. I was doing pretty well, but I still felt I was missing my vitality and that my body was still holding a lot of stress with my fibromyalgia. I was praying last week about what to do to help myself further. Friday morning, getting up from my prayers, I had a very specific impression that resveratrol would help my body deal with the cortisol, or stress hormone. I really don't know much about resveratrol, only that Eric had given me a few months ago and I had a pretty good day using it. So I immediately got up and ordered some online.

That night I decided to do some research about what I was going to be taking and one study stuck out to me which indicated resveratrol seems to make cells immune to cortisol. Other things I found seemed to indicate that it works in the same genre as I3C and DIM which are clinically proven to positively influence fibromyalgia, and which I take. Tears still come to my eyes as I sense again this strong impression of how closely God works in my life, how generous He is with my pleadings.

Better still, I've been taking it and I do feel so much better! My bowel is working much better, my head is clear and alive. My stomach growls at least once a day now and I feel hunger, a sensation I have not felt, even in fasting, but a handful of times in the last five years. Plus I had a cold last week that went into my sinuses and that is usually where things fall apart for me. But this time, I was able to feel that things kept moving and I made it through a bad cold without ending on antibiotics. I feel so blessed by the results and the timing. God is so good.

August 29 Last Lecture

I saw this from a post on a friend's blog. I hadn't seen it before and it moved me so deeply. Give it your 10 minutes, it's worth it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o8uZBKyrKTU

Seeing that, I looked and found this 6 minute piece:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RcYv5x6gZTA

What a beautiful creation from a hard circumstance. I was sad to learn Randy Pausch died July 25 this year. But what a good use of life.

August 20 Cambry's Poem, "I Am"

Cambry had an assignment in her honors English class the first day or two to write a poem about herself using metaphors. When she read it to me I cried. I've never written anything so beautiful in my life, let alone when I was 14 years old. Enjoy:

I Am

I am
a bird with new wings
ready
to lift away from my nest
to spread my wings
ready
to soar

I am
an explorer
ready
to sail into new territory
ready
to find within myself
that secret part that has yet to be
discovered

I am
a seedling
ready
to blossom into a gorgeous flower
ready
to show the world
how beautiful
I am
inside

I am
a candle
ready
to be lit
to help everyone see the world around them
ready
to burst into flame
knowing
that the light I lend
will help everyone


I am
an Idea
ready
to be spoken about
to be pondered on
ready
to flow from the mind
to the pen
to the paper
to become something
amazing

I
am ready


Isn't that amazing?! You may have guessed, she may be ready, but I don't think I am!

August 18 School!




Doesn't she look beautiful? That's my 9th grader, Cambry. She floated out the door to start school. Look who else was smiling and happy about the start: Parker and Elise. Riley was happy as well, but I forgot to take his picture since he started the week before.
I was thinking as we skipped and ran to the elementary school that every mom should walk her kids to school the first day to see their excitement drive them to a run. We've now been in school two weeks and they still run! Good teachers!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008